Been a while since I've written. Don't really know where to start.
I had another Lumbar Sympathetic Nerve block on the 2nd of December, a bit over a week ago.
My pain decreased decently and I was blessed to have such a breather. When it came back it came back hard and strong, depression started to set in, but I was keeping good humor and making sure I laughed and giggled at all that I found humorous. That's one of the things the psych doctor stresses the most in for those like me.
I fell asleep Friday morning after making a post to the Gorean Forum at CM that in parts weren't very nice. I didn't see it that way at first and not until cmailed by a FW. It was the fact that I had giggled at a Free man that got me scolded at. I really didn't mean to say what I did the way that I said it.
Was told I sounded or conducted myself more as a Free woman. Many people still see me as they did yesterday. The passive slave girl who would not ever dare do such a thing.
I wasn't thinking about online, I was thinking about living and not being ashamed of it. No excuses, but there are reasons.
It's just that I am free. No.. not in the manner in which you might think.
I guess you have to have a chronic disease or be dying of or surviving cancer or similar illnesses to understand.
I'm part way through with the Neuropathic Pain Study conducted by Inflexxion.
In January I'll begin a clinical trial, a study on cold laser therapy as a treatment for CRPS.
It's not a one time treatment, I'll need to be available through out the week and up coming weeks until completed.
My dad finally got out of the hospital after returning several times where his life was on the line in several circumstances. He's finally home and I'm happy for that. Mom's kidneys aren't well, but not bad enough for dialysis as of yet. Thank God!
I'll be on the air again live with Host Trudy Thomas on the Living with RSD radio show beginning this Monday.
This episodes guest is Seth David Chernoff, facing death as a two time cancer survivor.
Again the shows are live for 1 hour. Guests can call into the radio station to ask questions of the guest or host. You can join the chat room during the show to participate.
You can friend yourself to receive show reminders directly to your email.
I'm still a Group Leader for MDJunction's RSD Support forum.
Looking into more clinical trials.
Had a good Thanksgiving. Had my brother and kids over.
We're changing our own Christmas day since our oldest daughter works Christmas eve and day.
Not too sure what else to say right now.
Oh after the cold laser therapy we'll being doing a radio show on it. Will let you know when the time comes.
Wishing everyone a happy end to this year...
Until next time...
I find myself in a quandary
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