Just when you think things are calming down for you even in the storm..
Even more thunder rocks your world.
My internal battery is dying. Which means another surgery. It might sound like I'm whining...
And you're right. I am.
It's only been 5 months since my revision and the second lead added. Now I'll have to have my back and butt cut open again.
The 2 month healing time is just something I don't want to do again. I really am tired of it. Yet I have no choice in the matter. Well I suppose there is one choice... but I wouldn't survive 3 months of it.
Will call my Medtronic Specialist to test my robo ass for sure. They have to plug me in and check me with their own equipment. I'm sure though I need a new one. it's just not holding a charge without being strapped up to run off the base unit. Our SMUD bill is going to be so high. Cuz now I'm running off the wall, the homes power. Not even sure how long that will last. Cuz once the internal is drained, nothing but a replacement will bring it back on.
Can I say.. fuck! now?
Until next time..
I find myself in a quandary
2 days ago