I lay and wonder what happened to the way things use to be. Old Gor. The strict, often harsh, men led world of Gor. When did the sluts start to run the show? When was it that the men began to allow it? Usually when something doesn't feel right, it usually isn't.
I remember a time when the men would not tolerate the insolent behavior of whining wenches. "Subbie princesses" as they were once called. The term referenced not a slave, definitely not a gorean slave, but a submissive with choices who chose to do as they pleased and made themselves look terribly during the course of their chosen motives.
When did it become okay to ruin a mans reputation because of hurt feelings, seperations or lack of communication? This doesn't settle well with me. It doesn't settle well as a living gorean.
Oh I understand hurt, I understand anger. I just don't follow suit the same way. It's not my way. It's not the gorean way.
Does it matter if the rumors that are spread are true? What if they're not? What if they are only half truths?
A man should be left to conquer his own demons, make his own wrongs right. He doesn't need a slut to destroy him. What man would want a slave like that? If they can do it once, they will certainly do it again. You might be the next to feel their wrath.
And once that happens, you'll understand.
You might even think "Damn, why did I fall for it, why did we?"
But by that time, you've already participated in the same destruction, you've submitted to the will of the beast.
Now you're left to conquer your own demons.
Sometimes it doesn't go away.